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When heart's talk? You can see clearly what happen in it. Yes I do sick and I am very down and sad. I don't know whether he would say LOVE to me or not. I need you sayang. I love u so much. I really want you in my life. Please.

Tapi.......... BILA KALAH, KUTUK MACAM NAK MAMPOS!!! Okay. Ini untuk pembukaan. Haha. Selamat menjamu selera minda. Ni lah orang Malaysia. Bila kalah kutuk orang tu, bagai nak gila. Cakaplah orang tu tak tau main lah, tak tau tangkap bola lah, tak tau tackle bola lah ape lah. Macam-macam dilemparkan terhadap yg dah penat bermain bersungguh-sungguh untuk Malaysia tu. Korang semua ingat dorang mintak ke nak kalah? Tak punya, siapa yg main nak kalah? Mana ada dowh. (eceh, poyo gile ayat saya) . Tapi anda semua kena ingat dalam kepala otak anda yg segar bugar tengah marah tu, ADAT PERMAINAN KALAH-MENANG TU . Saya memang seorang yg kurang minat tengok bola ni, tapi bila dah satu family tengok takkan nak mendongak je kan. So, saya ada jugak baca paper @ surat khabar yg menyatakan macam-macam tentang hal bola sepak Malaysia ni. Dulu Malaysia kalah di tangan Indonesia, memang memalukan 5-0. 5 tu Indonesia and 0 tu Malaysia. Time tu rasanya saya terbaca, memang keluar surat khabar kata Malays...

Okay. Yes. I am hurt right now and then. Huhu. I am hurt by this truthfulness and lying-ness of somebody. Anyone. I don't really care as ling as they are the one that related to me. Family, Love, Friends, Enemy or anyone else. I just hurt and so sick of being told the true things and I hurt more of being lying by somebody. Why? Why I felt this? Huh! I don't even know it as Ibu ever said that, let people do what they wanted to do toward us, and we only have to thank to God as giving us those challenges to make us stronger everyday. I found that, there some benefits of lying to others or being lied by somebody. But do not ever practice this at home or to anybody if the situation doesn't force you to do so. There are some situations that you might have to lie to people and same goes to the somebody who lie to us. What are the possible advantages of not  always  being completely candid and truthful? Are there some reasons for lying, some of which may be more acceptable than ...

Salam. Haha. I've been lost for weeks. Lama gila. Nak tau kenapa? For those yang belajar di Kolej atau U mesti tau kenapa. EXAM WEEK!!! Huhu. I am damn tired with all this. Been pushing my brain to the top to do the best for my examination. I didn't bring my Lp so that I have no post being published for weeks. I wanted to do the best to show to my family that I can do and will do the best for them. My mom hoping so much from me, thus I have to do the best. I have to. Forcing myself to do if I don't want to do so. Hmmm. This is also for my future to be best like others. I am not so intelligent and brilliant to get like HANIS ZALIKHA got for every of her examinations. She is super intelligent. I want to be like her but I just can't do that. I try harder and I pray to be like her. Know what, I hate my college's lecturers where they did not tell us that the examination's format were all changed for this semester. What lah? When we asked them, why does the format ...