Two days to go.
:'(.
Saddest moment ever where I have to move my a** on to Malacca. Ahah~ I cried yesterday. To whom? Of course to the one and only who are willing to hear my heart cry, Amir Hafiz b. Mat Rani known as Love. Thanks sweety for always being by me and listen to those words which came out from my mouth. Thanks a lot. God gave me you for this. I just love you for who you are towards me. Thank you so much. Thank you so very much.
AND please why am I thank him that much? Sebab I dunno how to thank him dah ok. On call! On the time we met! On text messages! On FB! Even in my booboo blog. He is just so wonderful tho people always said that, "do not trust guy so much because it will hurt you one day". I do agree with that because I experienced it sudah but somehow it does not long-lasting and does not match with my partner here. Tak semua orang sama kan? He is just so HIM. I'm gonna miss him so much later. Tapi, I akan sentiasa get home twice or trice a month. So what a big deal. Hehe. I am just so anak bongsu lah, why, ♥ finishing my dad's money for my duit poket. Sorry Abah! ;-).
Family is the number one that I will missing when I'm at Malacca. No sotong hitam, No superb sup ayam, No sweet sour ikan kerapu, No tomyam bakar, No ayam ketumbar, No the perfect sambal udang, NO EVERYTHING DELICIOUS!!! Wahaaa....It will be the most I remembered. Ibu, is the one that I would remember for all the time we had together for this best holiday (for this semester laa). Abah, he would always be my big daddy, yeah, rock on, gonna miss your angerness. Hehe~~ Ayeen n Abg.Farouk, ahah ini pasti rindu sama kerja2 babysit your sons that I have done for my entire hoohaa time. Abang, going to miss your penumbuk sakti yg sangat sakit itu. Kak Lang, haha you are the most gilax sister and going to miss the moment we had. Kak Wanie, you too sistah, I am going to miss to help you for cater nad wash dishes and simpan barang catering. Haha~ What a great time with them, best ever and will always be remembered by me. (macam nak pergi jauh dan takkan balik Malaysia je, konon! Melaka je okeh!).
To Lover, this is a little short note for you my dear. I was just letting you go to Kuching for that RWMF 2010 and will bless be with you always when you are there nanti ok. Amaran keras : Please do not be naughty at all sayang ok. I will always missing you at all time just like I felt towards family members. You are one of them. I was just so afraid to let you go because I sangat risau for your condition there. You made promises with me hari itu kan? So please remind yourself always with those promises you made. I trust on you and with that promises, it makes me stronger than before to trust on you more. I can't see what you going to do there, but I always pray for the goodness. I just don't want to hear any bad rumors (but I know you sweety, you not going to) kan? Seriously, I trust on you. Therefore, please I'm begging you don't ever break this trustness. Its hard for me to trust people, but you its all different. Please. Please. Hmmm~ Sangat sedih ini moment. We were having so very much of fun together for the long time I've been at home. Hanging around together, watch movies sama2, having a great lunch, hi-tea, dinner and even supper. Suprise each other. Lots of laughing and sahring things together. Huh! :-( Its just so hard for me to say. I just begging you to take a really good care of our relationship. And remember! Jaga nama baik family kita ok. Take care of yourself no matter how and where you going to be at okay.
Hmm~ Kenapa sangat panjang pesanan kihdmat ringkas saya kepada Si Dia? Huhu. Too much of worries, thats the conclusion. Heh. Family, worry? No, not at all. Maybe yes but its only on for their healthy je kot.
Subang Jaya I am going to left you and curang dengan you because of I have to get back to Malacca my current city. But please don't take it wrong way ok. That is all for a moment and I will never admit to say that Malacca is my current city. Huh! A big NO there. Please. Admit that I am studying there it should be fine but other than that is NO. Hehe. Mengapa? Teruk sangat ke? No lah, I did not mean for that, but its just because of the I could not make myself comfortable there. Thats it. Sampai bila2 (until when when).
:'(
;-(
:-(
T.T
Everything is going to be sad. I will no more join the family's activities, Love's day and so much fun anymore. Talking just like I will be there for the rest of life, but its not. I balik je, just that I know for time I may not be able to comfort myself with the situation there and not happy at all. I am going to take such a long time to be okay enough and feel like would like to stay there jeh. Tunggu! It will be. I knew it.
That is all peoples, readers and bloggers, and whoever willing to read this. Sorry for the probs and so on. Thanks for reading my posts. I love you all...
Take care and always be in healthy, wealthy, peaceful and brighter day in your everyday life. Peace.
Till then.......... Tata~~
To Lover, this is a little short note for you my dear. I was just letting you go to Kuching for that RWMF 2010 and will bless be with you always when you are there nanti ok. Amaran keras : Please do not be naughty at all sayang ok. I will always missing you at all time just like I felt towards family members. You are one of them. I was just so afraid to let you go because I sangat risau for your condition there. You made promises with me hari itu kan? So please remind yourself always with those promises you made. I trust on you and with that promises, it makes me stronger than before to trust on you more. I can't see what you going to do there, but I always pray for the goodness. I just don't want to hear any bad rumors (but I know you sweety, you not going to) kan? Seriously, I trust on you. Therefore, please I'm begging you don't ever break this trustness. Its hard for me to trust people, but you its all different. Please. Please. Hmmm~ Sangat sedih ini moment. We were having so very much of fun together for the long time I've been at home. Hanging around together, watch movies sama2, having a great lunch, hi-tea, dinner and even supper. Suprise each other. Lots of laughing and sahring things together. Huh! :-( Its just so hard for me to say. I just begging you to take a really good care of our relationship. And remember! Jaga nama baik family kita ok. Take care of yourself no matter how and where you going to be at okay.
Hmm~ Kenapa sangat panjang pesanan kihdmat ringkas saya kepada Si Dia? Huhu. Too much of worries, thats the conclusion. Heh. Family, worry? No, not at all. Maybe yes but its only on for their healthy je kot.
:'(
;-(
:-(
T.T
Everything is going to be sad. I will no more join the family's activities, Love's day and so much fun anymore. Talking just like I will be there for the rest of life, but its not. I balik je, just that I know for time I may not be able to comfort myself with the situation there and not happy at all. I am going to take such a long time to be okay enough and feel like would like to stay there jeh. Tunggu! It will be. I knew it.
That is all peoples, readers and bloggers, and whoever willing to read this. Sorry for the probs and so on. Thanks for reading my posts. I love you all...
Take care and always be in healthy, wealthy, peaceful and brighter day in your everyday life. Peace.
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